Since i'm free.
shall update now
Friday:
12 noon: went to nat's place.. took the chicken wings , dam heavy.. cabbed to mart, then Nana called said their things heavy so we collected the thing from them and went to school to wait for mdm teo.
hahas. mdm teo face seems black..
then waited for her, nat took photos with me, nana and amirah..
Mdm teo then was done, then she drived us to loyang point sheng shiong. picked up shazrin at school gate. then met mizan mubarak and nizar.. they keep disiaoing me about me and nat, abit irritating but ok..
mdm teo had to leave early as she got function dinner with her husband..
2-3 pm. reached.. unpacked everything. then brought nat to walked at Ehub.. we went to eat.. hahas. had fun.. bill was 21 plus so quite ok la.. $.$
then we went arcade.. play shoot hoops with nat.. then we went to bring peixuan to the chalet.. Aft which i and nat wanted go white sands and peixuan had to folo. =.=
I had fun with her. hahas. we go there shoot hoops again.
then we went back. everyone was there alr. so me and nat went for walks again. watched the sky change colour. sweet times. hahas..
eventually went back.. then again, we went out again to bring ms ng. then go back makan. I swear, the guard at the entrance see us until he dam pekchek. we walkin and out atleast 10 times..
then aft that went out with ms ng again. then came back with mr wong, ms sim, u-jae, mdm ong and her husband. they keep disiaoing about us. dam paiseh lo..
then somethings happened. i was pissed abit. promise k?
that concludes friday.
Saturday:
7 am, met andy and siewhuey and edwin at mac, then we went school. as we under circus arts need help for ambassadors. hahas.
then we realised, since no music, we scraped the routine stuff and went freestyle..
teached ppl. hahas.
then aft this we headed to east point, just walked around. then settled down at burger king to slack. we talked about circus stuff, got pissed off and was worst when we saw someone. tried to find somewhere to eat but no where. then we headed to Tmall. found a place to eat. and continued to talk. we then head to arcade. just played abit. and yea, we then all headed home. but onli to shower. and then we met up at 4 again to go down to flyer to watch ethan siang edward fiddy perform.. lols. feli tagged along in place of edwin..
On the train we talked about stuffs again, got pissed again, hahas. reahced flyer and siewhuey leaded the way. *applauses.* Peformance ended. all head back to tamp. somefeud on the way back but was resolved. all headed to KFC,lols ate. Siang and andy went to my house to chat.. i kena from siang. had to pack my rm or no diabolo tricks. T_T.
we talked till 1.30 am?
hahas. send them out to the door. had fun
and therefore now, i
m blogging.
signing off.
kenny da juggler.
loves nat.
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Friday, October 24, 2008
Today was class chalet.!!! woots. fun is fun but bored also bored.
got to spend the whole day with my dear girl..
shall blog tomolo. its like 12 and i have to be at school at 7?
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Friday, October 17, 2008
Back here blogging
I was told by "Her"not to hate him anymore as things are ok. but i doubt so. aft so many things happened. i look at things in a diff perspective alr.
went out to find terence and jianglong to talk..
which really made me feel better..
i need to set my mind straight..
I need to find things to keep me occupied.
i know hols i'll be working with girl, chingay rehersals. i don't even know if my religious thing still on..
i wanna give some msg to some ppl.
To someone.
think before u act. just think.
even if its just now. i dun no. on the day u wrote that, i was alr pissed with my own problems. i'll forgive and forget.. u gt to thank girl for speaking for u.
To Terence:
Tunang ar tunang. dun think so much.. its like this. as i told u alr. the truth is better. to understand. dun think so much. next time we go out tgt lah. lols. i need to work on my diabolo.
To ah girl:
i miss u every moment aft the incidents happened at home. i really miss u more and more.. everyday. every second. really more and more each day.. despite watever happens. i really wanna thank you for comforting me those pass few days. really girl. thanks for being there for me. i love you all the more and more.
kenny B
signing off at a happier side now.
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Thursday, October 16, 2008
FLAUCK...
I really dunno now la.
i really. i've given up alr.
i've given up.
will u guys stop being nosey too..
really.
if i ever lose control in class. i will really snap off and be a different person.
i won't be the same kenneth i was any longer.
i won't
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Wednesday, October 15, 2008
IN THIS WORLD..
EVERYONE HAS A HOME RIGHT.
A HOME IS WHERE YOU STAY, HAVE SHELTER, BE HAPPY WITH YOUR FAMILY.
~OH SO SWEET~
BUT PLS WAKE UP TO REALITY...
ALL THIS ARE JUST DREAMS PPL HAVE.
I'VE NVR BEEN SO ANGRY THANKS TO ONE KANINABEICHAOCHIBAI BASTARD LA.
THANKS MAN. INDEED THANKS. HOW CAN U THROW ALL THE BLAME WHEN ITS YOUR FUCKING FAULT.
I'VE KNOWN U ALL MY LIFE
I KNOW WHO YOU ARE.
I KNOW OF YOUR FUCKING PAST.
INDEED,
A LEOPARD WILL NVR CHANGE ITS SPOTS.
THANKS TO YOU, I'VE INDEED SUFFERED FOR AT LEAST MY 15 YEARS, BUT I WAS NOT ALONE. THINKING YOU WERE LOVING. FUCK MAN FUCK
I'VE NVR BEEN SO ANGRY
TO ME NOW, I REALLY WANT TO GET OUT OF THIS FUCKING PLACE. TO ME, THIS HOME IS ONLI FOR SLEEPING.. I DON'T WANT TO HAVE ANY OTHER THINGS TO IT..
FROM THIS DAY ON, I KENNETH BAY SIN SIANG WILL NOT TAKE IT STAYING AT THIS HORRID PLACE HERE. ALL THANKS TO ONE UNGRATEFUL BASTARD
I'M VENTING OUT ALL MY ANGER ON THE WALLS HERE.
EVERY PUNCH I SEE IS YOUR FACE
I JUST FEEL VERY UNEASY AND SIAN HERE.
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Sunday, October 12, 2008
Hope you see this.
I cannot let you go.
i can't seem to forget. i cannot just like that and go
i'll be packed this holiday.
chingay training.
religion classes oversea for 10 days.
i've lost myself.
i've lost hope in myself.
i dun even know who i am.
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Saturday, October 11, 2008
i'm sorry. i'm sorry.
to all.
my phone is not with me. dun bother contacting me but i'll contact u.
i'm sorry
u meant the most. i'm sorry
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