Its been awhile since i blogged
Finally, i not lazy and decide to rite.
shall strt bout the trip out with the gang.
Aftnoon, went to meet jun and jl first then we cross the road to cs there, met with claud they all but i jl and jun we go Tmall to folo jl go meet someone. in the end i and hao ps him and jl folowed. then i totally dominated at initial D. then i was like playing Tc II then the whole gang go stand beside me kajiao, then jl go block my screen. but b4 that, got two girls wanna play, but they saw that i got alot of life left, they pek chek then leave liao. NG JIANGLONG U OWE ME 10 BUCKS FER THE GEAR SHIFT OF THE CAR. U DUN BUGGER AND GO AND SAY WHERE GOT OWE ME.
then aft that, we headed over to safra fer a game of pool.
then jl went to write his name on the list fer booking of tables.
then we went to the arcade nxt door to play. i lost to jl at daytonaT_T. nvm i shall practise. and i lost to him is in advance. i am still in training hor fer advance.
then aft that i onli shot a few times in the pool game then i left liao cos mum was nagging. and i heard that seto, while shooting a ball, he hit too hard and the white ball fly and hitted jl in the nuts. (jl u deserve it cos u pay me the ten bucks!!!!)
Oh yah, and b4 going out, there was the sec 1 cca recruitment. i and jeremy, we stand at our stall and shout and shout until no voice. worst still, drama was beside choir. and the shouting was like, Me and zul, and jeremy VS aaron and firz. my throat no voice liao, then i still challenge aaron shout loudest. aft all those, it was Choir and Drama promote together. then Drama and malay dance. then aft that, scouts, band, drama, malay dance combine and in the center of hall promote. got the video on youtube. Kaiyi is oso in the vid wearing ncc uni.
oh yah and i strting to turn colour blind liao. seriously.
i recently found something. shall up load it.
-I've learned that you cannot make someone love you.
All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.
-I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care.
-I've learned that it takes years to build up trust and only seconds to destroy it. -I've learned that it's not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts.
-I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes, after that, you'd better know something.
-I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do,but to the best you can do.
-I've learned that it's not what happens to people, it's what they do about it.
-I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides.
-I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words.It may be the last time you'll see them.
-I've learned that you can keep going long after you think you can't.
-I've learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.
-I've learned that there are people, who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it.
-I've learned that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.
-I've learned that true friendship continues to grow even over the longest distance same goes for true love.
-I've learned that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.
-I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others, sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.
-I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken, the world doesn't stop for your grief.
-I've learned that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other and just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.
-I've learned that sometimes you have to put the individual ahead of their actions.
-I've learned that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.
-I've learned that no matter the consequences, those who are honest with themselves get further in life.
-I've learned that your life can be changed in a matter of hours when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help.
-I've learned that writing, as well as talking, can ease emotional pains.
-I've learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon.
-I've learned that it's hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice and not hurting people's feelings and standing up for what you believe.
-I've learned to love and be loved.
time to be personal again.
recently, one pk come find me prob cos i call his name then he not happy. but aaron and jun helping me liao. so no need worry so much
If onli u, girl, knew how much u mean to me. to me, u are my life, without u, i got no reason to carry on. i noe i may not be the rite one fer u but i jus want u to noe that i love u and very much need u. if onli if u really knew what i really feel bout u.
i shall end here. and i got a new nick. sian boy cos i owaes say SIAN!!!!.
done gone and i'm changing skin
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Thursday, January 04, 2007
A new year
A new beginning
A new chapter of life
not much to blog but what i noe is that my chers and classroom level changed.
Form cher: Ms Ng (but now change to mdm shaha)
Form tutor: Mr Chia
Eng: Mr syazwan
Sci: Mr Thia
Maths: Mrs tan (ok la not so bad la. mrs tan)
Chinese: Mdm liu. Bo change but now she shift hse to opp of my hse T_T.
P.E: Mr teo. not mr lance teo
D&T: Mdm wong, Ms ng, Mrs lim
History: Ms Adlin
Geog: Haven, nxt semester
Home Econs: Nxt semester
Lit:Mr chia.
shall say bout today. all is aft schl happen
I and aaron went to mc to relax and eat then kaiyi later came and join. then aft eating, saw claudia and huiying outside. then went to bubble tea shop. then claud buy fish balls what, she was like eating then got one fishball on the stick, which she bited half waythen she swing the stick here and there then the fish ball flew out of the stick and rolled. hah so funny sia
then aft that, i, kaiyi, aaron, hamizan, azhar and their other frens walk to bus stop together. then under on void deck, kaiyi said eh guys, 54321 blast off then he fart. we all like WTF %&^$*%^#$%^.
ok so schl blog ends here.
i recently had a nightmare. its felt like its dam real.
i dreamt that, it was the first day of schl, a new guy came, he was in her class, He asked her fer stead, she dunno y jus accepted but she wasn't herself, he was like hypnotysing her then one day, she was like missing, gone, jus disappeared and that guy was oso gone, then i and some frens os mine and hers, we setted out to find her. we searched and searched but there was one place we haven find, the boy's hse, we headed over there then, tragic thing happened, to me sibei sad, i noe it may be exaggerating but we saw her body there. then that guy jus disappeared there but one think is that, what we saw at his hse was the newspaper, boy, dies in horror car crash and the pic was that boy's pic and the newspaper date was 16.8.2004.i was like f***ing angry with myself, why din i protect her and stayed back in schl with her.
i noe this story may sound very fake like i bluffing but i really had this dream and i dun wanna lose her
ok la. i'm done, peace out
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