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haish, i'm really stuck at my wits end now.
i dunno what to do sia.
sometimes i feel happi, sometimes i feel sad.
i dunno. i just dunno.
Shld i even trust myself?
i just dun no.
I lost trust in some ppl. i just dunno what to do.
Haish.
i now think that she hates me now. i think cos i told her i like her, then now i think she hates me la. haish, what to do.
i can onli confide in one fren hu really noes me well. jl.
he noes whats going on now la.
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Today in class, the whole class made mr thia hurt cos we din do well in the test and the workbook, not everyone ans the question fully. he was like dam sad la.
then in lit, mr chia made us listen to superman by five for fighting. quite nice la.
and wish me, khairil, aaron, zhenyu, luck for the es superstar. we'll be singing... guess it urself.
Some ppl may noe already cos this few days, we keep singing that song in class. shikin they all shld noe la. cos when we sing, they everytime look at us.
ok ba. i'll stop here.
kenren signing off
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Friday, July 20, 2007
its been awhile since i wrote and entry,
i dam long nvr post liao.
i really dam bored now.
i'm falling to sleep in class, and i dun even noe whether i wanna quit drama anot, then its like alot of ppl in drama noe. the sec 1s, they tot i quit liao. just cos i nvr come on wed. and i kena on probation by mdm sugu. cos i bring hp that thing, then cos she put me as secretary for drama then now i on probation to se i still deserve that place anot. but i dun mind not being secretary lor. i just like acting la.
i now tuning into the rihanna live earth performance for umbrella. u must hear it la, i played the video but not watching it. hear the sounds. how the music is.
go watch it http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VL4y5lJzlv8
that day, i went to MOE excel fest at singapore chinese girls schl cos kena selected. the ppl hu went were
clinton, me, razeef, hanna, aaron, zul, tiara, josephine and nabilah.
i, zul, tiara and nabilah, we took ms selina's car. waseh, opel sia.
then ms selina was playing the mika album then now i oso like mika liao.
it was abit of a tiring day la the moe excel fest.
i now go to lan le.
i that day went back arcade, i totally lost my outrun skills. i couldn't drift well animore. then my maximum tune at least onli downgrade abit.
i nw at lan alwaes play cs with zhenyu yang they all.
i pool day rocker. then i and zhenyu we team cs assault then gd seh.
I already told her already,
i confessed to her i like her
i've said it already. she seemed to like knew long ago liao le lor.
haish, onli 3 ppl noe i like her.
those 3 are my trusted frens.
i seriously think, i beginning to lose control of myself liao le.
i now just snapped at the slightest things and i can control myself liao.
i realised i've been looking now on myself for way too long.
hoeyin was rite.
i won't give up on things and myself that easily liao. i'll work hard till the end.
thats all ba.
kenren signin off
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Saturday, July 07, 2007
i am like now dam emo shit la.
my hols were abit tiring la. but went to genting was fun.
i ytd nite had a dream.
it felt dam real and if it ever happen for myself, i will nvr ever be able to take it.
the blow in my dream, it felt real, too real. i just noe that when i woke up,
my heart was aching and badly aching.
i just dun wanna say it animore. i told jl it but i din noe y, when i explained to him it, i just din noe how to tell him it cos its was just confusing if i told it out.
but if it really ever happens, i'll just nvr be able to go tkd again. just nvr.
the fact of losing someone is just too hard for me la.
i've got nth else to say.
Kenren
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