Today was class chalet.!!! woots. fun is fun but bored also bored.
got to spend the whole day with my dear girl..
shall blog tomolo. its like 12 and i have to be at school at 7?
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Friday, October 17, 2008
Back here blogging
I was told by "Her"not to hate him anymore as things are ok. but i doubt so. aft so many things happened. i look at things in a diff perspective alr.
went out to find terence and jianglong to talk..
which really made me feel better..
i need to set my mind straight..
I need to find things to keep me occupied.
i know hols i'll be working with girl, chingay rehersals. i don't even know if my religious thing still on..
i wanna give some msg to some ppl.
To someone.
think before u act. just think.
even if its just now. i dun no. on the day u wrote that, i was alr pissed with my own problems. i'll forgive and forget.. u gt to thank girl for speaking for u.
To Terence:
Tunang ar tunang. dun think so much.. its like this. as i told u alr. the truth is better. to understand. dun think so much. next time we go out tgt lah. lols. i need to work on my diabolo.
To ah girl:
i miss u every moment aft the incidents happened at home. i really miss u more and more.. everyday. every second. really more and more each day.. despite watever happens. i really wanna thank you for comforting me those pass few days. really girl. thanks for being there for me. i love you all the more and more.
kenny B
signing off at a happier side now.
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Thursday, October 16, 2008
FLAUCK...
I really dunno now la.
i really. i've given up alr.
i've given up.
will u guys stop being nosey too..
really.
if i ever lose control in class. i will really snap off and be a different person.
i won't be the same kenneth i was any longer.
i won't
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Wednesday, October 15, 2008
IN THIS WORLD..
EVERYONE HAS A HOME RIGHT.
A HOME IS WHERE YOU STAY, HAVE SHELTER, BE HAPPY WITH YOUR FAMILY.
~OH SO SWEET~
BUT PLS WAKE UP TO REALITY...
ALL THIS ARE JUST DREAMS PPL HAVE.
I'VE NVR BEEN SO ANGRY THANKS TO ONE KANINABEICHAOCHIBAI BASTARD LA.
THANKS MAN. INDEED THANKS. HOW CAN U THROW ALL THE BLAME WHEN ITS YOUR FUCKING FAULT.
I'VE KNOWN U ALL MY LIFE
I KNOW WHO YOU ARE.
I KNOW OF YOUR FUCKING PAST.
INDEED,
A LEOPARD WILL NVR CHANGE ITS SPOTS.
THANKS TO YOU, I'VE INDEED SUFFERED FOR AT LEAST MY 15 YEARS, BUT I WAS NOT ALONE. THINKING YOU WERE LOVING. FUCK MAN FUCK
I'VE NVR BEEN SO ANGRY
TO ME NOW, I REALLY WANT TO GET OUT OF THIS FUCKING PLACE. TO ME, THIS HOME IS ONLI FOR SLEEPING.. I DON'T WANT TO HAVE ANY OTHER THINGS TO IT..
FROM THIS DAY ON, I KENNETH BAY SIN SIANG WILL NOT TAKE IT STAYING AT THIS HORRID PLACE HERE. ALL THANKS TO ONE UNGRATEFUL BASTARD
I'M VENTING OUT ALL MY ANGER ON THE WALLS HERE.
EVERY PUNCH I SEE IS YOUR FACE
I JUST FEEL VERY UNEASY AND SIAN HERE.
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Sunday, October 12, 2008
Hope you see this.
I cannot let you go.
i can't seem to forget. i cannot just like that and go
i'll be packed this holiday.
chingay training.
religion classes oversea for 10 days.
i've lost myself.
i've lost hope in myself.
i dun even know who i am.
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Saturday, October 11, 2008
i'm sorry. i'm sorry.
to all.
my phone is not with me. dun bother contacting me but i'll contact u.
i'm sorry
u meant the most. i'm sorry
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