Its been awhile since i posted.
Haish. Lifes hard and i want to end it now. I have onli two reason to carry on living. One is jus fer her i have the sake of carry on. then the others is frens i am very gd with.
then this are some of the onli things i wanna tell her and i wld wanna say this.
It was u when I alwaes tot of dying but u were the person hu told me dying isn't the onli way to settle problems.
I Promised u that b4 i die, i wanted to tell the girl i truly love. I love u and i truly do. And indeed i told the girl i love. I truly Love U and it was u.
The most special person to me was u
What wld i do without u.
U told me that u wanna die sometimes but i already told u that if u ever wanna die, i will not live on too cos i will oso die mentally and physically.
To me, losing u is like losing my purpose of living in Life.
I jus got this feeling that u are the one and onli girl i want. its the truth and it came frm the heart.
One thing i can't forget is the sweet smile u have .
I love u fer hu u are.
I wanna hold ur hand tight and walk with u through ur days of darkness and loneliness.
I can w8 fer U cos U are worth waiting
I will not cheat u of ur love cos i really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really reallyreally really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really LOVE LOVE LOVE u
I can prove it to u that i love u but i jus dunno how but to jus let fate decide whether u will be mine or not.
that is jus some of the things i said but i jus really wanna hold ur hand and be with u.
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