Aft thinking my life took a change for the better, i was wrong. the tables have turned and everything hass gone wrong veri veri wrong.Asshole la. my Family is being tore apart jus becos of money problem. Dam man. i hate my life.I hate my sickening life. This Life jus sux. i really wish to end it but but but i promise someone smt that i have to fulfill which this thing i have to fulfill make take a few years la. Then now back to the person that i know i truly love. someone which i Really had the feeling of love for.I now know what is the true feeling ofLove. The true feeling is like U r willing to sacrifice anithin for her and will do anithin jus to see her smile I know she got stead now but i told her this "If i ever got a chance, jus one chance, i wld reali cherish it. i won't lose this chance.I wld really care fer her, protect her and will alwaes be there for her and i will reali try my best to do everthing for her.Then in my heart she will alwaes be number One."Then i know that my gd fren, HRB, oso like her but i read his blog, then i feel like if she accept me, HRB wld be dam sad then i feel abit guilty like he is more worth to be with her but i reali jus want a chance frm her. ok lar thats all. Kenren signing off
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