Dam larh life.Whats life about? What is the meaning of life? What are we supposed to do with your own life? What reasons do u have to carry on with life? Life sux and no one is able to live life their way. My life sux. I dun really like my family. My mom side is very gd to me. they know what type of person i am cos we r all the same. Poor. But my dad's side .Wa kao Dam arse la they all. except the cousin i am very close with. My dad's side, One thing i can say. Rich and very high class ppl. I can't stand it la.Then my father everytime nag." Ah ken ar. Study dun Study nxt time grow up oreadi, how to become a doctor, How to earn alot of money. Then nxt time u mus be rich than ppl won't look down on u. " This sentence has been repeating all over and over and over and over and over and over and over. I can't stand it. Study study study. Can't i get some free time to Relax. I tell u one day i cannot take it, I will jus go and die larh. But one thing i noe fer sure is that i onli have one grp, no two grp of frens hu really i wld consider my family. First grp, no name one. But those ppl r what i consider my family. Those ppl are Tongkhee, Yanxu ,Jiaqi and mongchin. Then for the second grp, They are the ah gong gang gang. Those ppl in there are Jianglong Ahgong, Seto Kor, Junhao Di, Gabriel Kor, Kaiyi Kor, Claudia Mei, Huiying Mei, Agnes Mei, TyngYuan Dasao and thats all. These 14 are two grps of ppl i nvr ever regret making frens with. Then now another topic. Frens. I am torn between Frens and frens war. Y alwaes mus ppl hu i treat them as gd frens, in the end they turn on one another. Then some frens can backstab u, some can lie to u some can even act as frens to u. Gd frens Vs Gd frens. Haish why mus be dragged into this war this bloody war where i have to choose frens and if i choose one party, I betrayed the other party. Then i choose the other party , this party say i betray them.Then i both oso dun be frens with lor but one thing is that both parties are really my gd frens and if u want me to choose which one to be with, i wld rather go and find another grp of frens cos i don't wanna be dragged into this bloody stupid war!
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Thursday, September 07, 2006
Aft thinking my life took a change for the better, i was wrong. the tables have turned and everything hass gone wrong veri veri wrong.Asshole la. my Family is being tore apart jus becos of money problem. Dam man. i hate my life.I hate my sickening life. This Life jus sux. i really wish to end it but but but i promise someone smt that i have to fulfill which this thing i have to fulfill make take a few years la. Then now back to the person that i know i truly love. someone which i Really had the feeling of love for.I now know what is the true feeling ofLove. The true feeling is like U r willing to sacrifice anithin for her and will do anithin jus to see her smile I know she got stead now but i told her this "If i ever got a chance, jus one chance, i wld reali cherish it. i won't lose this chance.I wld really care fer her, protect her and will alwaes be there for her and i will reali try my best to do everthing for her.Then in my heart she will alwaes be number One."Then i know that my gd fren, HRB, oso like her but i read his blog, then i feel like if she accept me, HRB wld be dam sad then i feel abit guilty like he is more worth to be with her but i reali jus want a chance frm her. ok lar thats all. Kenren signing off
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Monday, September 04, 2006
YEs.!!! Yahooo!! Finally can sign in to Blogger. now can continue writing blogs liao lo. Plans for this week. On Wed and Friday goin to study with the whole ah gong gang gang.Then today. Heard One very very very very sad, very very very very very very bad news. Steve irwin died. So Sad. Lets give him one min of silence~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~. He died by being punctured in the chest by a stingray. !@##$$#^%^$&%^&^&^%$^#$. That stupid stingray. Then now back to my life. I and Jun vowed to protect and care for someone. and that person is *******. then i made a promise to cloudy . i promise her that i try to stick it out with the whole ah gong gang gang. stay together, suffer together through out sec schl and nct time maybe live together. ok la i write blog till here la. i tomolo still have to wrk! %^%^*&^%%# bb. this is KenRen signing off
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